I might've landed my 1st CNA job. I dont want to get my hopes up too high but I'm 95% sure I got it! It's a nursing home (where my...
got a 10 minute break before bio lab. i feel my frustrations/stress rising up, like a bottle about to explode, so here's a mini vent and...
Before I get up off my bed for school... listening: to the sound of my mini-heater. eating: nothing drinking: nothing wearing: H&M...
Sleep sleep sleep. It's all I fantasize about now. It's like when you deprive yourself of food, you crave it more and more. It's sleep...
sleepy as HECK, but ive officially completed my clinicals and 99% of CNA training! I only have a 6-hr training left this thursday, then...
Aha! Finally utilized one solution today. Instead of forcing myself to stay awake to study until "bedtime," I made my bedtime...
I need to adjust my schedule because there's almost no shot of me getting 4.0's with my current schedule. -refer 2 distance piano...
Totally AWESOME day! My 5-day clinical started yesterday (fri-tue), but yesterday was basically like class where the teacher talks and...
Hectic, busy, and loving every minute of it. Clinicals start tomorrow! 6:30-3pm @ a nursing home in downtown seattle! which means I...
Thankful for this last 30-minutes of my day to rewind and relax before bed. 10-hours of classes. It was a long but rewarding day. I had...
Proud of today: 96% on CNA final got info for nursing clinicals, which is this fri to tues great piano lesson with new...
School is only in 2 days!! 1/2 excited & 1/2 panicky. I KNOW that I will get 4.0 gpa's in both nutrition & biology. I KNOW IT. I...
Currently at my all-time fave starbucks location with michael buble playing on pandora + studying for my CNA final (monday) + preparing...
i woke up freeeezing cold yesterday to snow :) on my way to friend's house friend's house the place where im sitting right now...
I need to incorporate a relaxing activity into my daily routine. I've been busy and anxiously worrying about my future & I need a...
so much to do, swear, winter break is just as busy as when school's in session. to do: -send NAC form + $48 -send NAR form + $48...
I hope everyone had a merry christmas. I had a really fun one with my family at first. We had 3 xmas parties. Last night (xmas eve), we...
I need to stop tiptoe-ing around the topic of food and tell it like it is. I've been lying to everyone, including myself. I say...
I miss him. He has a new profile pic on his facebook account. Its when he came to town last month. He visited "our spot" when...
Currently grubbin' on a quick dinner (berry coffee cake) @ starbucks during my CNA training break: I know, a full-on carbohydrate...
I've progressed from being a full-blown eating disordered person to a functional eating disordered person. I can be happy, proud,...
I had a semi-meltdown today. I led a play and even though it went better than I had expected, I felt like a total failure because I didnt...
I can honestly say that this was the most stressful and busiest, but one of the most rewarding, weekends that I've had this year. I've...
Too much to do. Too little time. So quick update: Good news: no more seizures for mom / more energy Bad news: parathyroid...
I've gotta admit, I'm not doing so hot ed-wise. I've been going downhill ever since school ended. 2.5 weeks left to go until school...