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tonight's dinner
I'm in a funk about tonight's dinner w/ jon, so hopefully can blog this out and calm down before 7pm. I've known Jon since high...
closemyeyes, 4 May 2013 |
cover up
" As a small child, Katy was diagnosed with severe learning difficulties. She felt utterly stupid all her life. Yet one aspect of...
note to self
I started journaling by video today... "video blog," I guess. I got the idea after watching my friend's reflective...
self-care!
I tend to ignore my inner red flags and cries for help until I crash and burn. And I crashed and burned today. I...
hi again recovery
the good, the bad, and the neutrals in my life: i love my girlfriends. what would i do w/o them. family = pain. i love them...
Spam comments - help!
Please can anyone tell me how to stop all the views and irrelevant comments on my blogs. I tried blocking certain...
stay in the arena
Currently struggling with the weight gain consequences of recent relapses. The shame, disgust, anxiety, urge to hide/isolate, fear of...
awareness aint pretty sometimes
well, yesterday was a fail. although i should probably re-frame that from "fail" to a "slip." totally gave...
back into therapy
i'm calling yesterday a success. it was a good day of self-care, work, alone time to re-charge, therapy session, and girl talk at...
take action
"why should i stay at the bottom of a well, when a strong rope is in my hand?" How will I take care of...
emotions and needs
currently listening: katie melua on pandora eating: nothing. stuffed from relapses. drinking: nothing. wearing: lounge-wear;...
Things I forgot
I have forgotten this site. I remembered how to enjoy, how to live, how to be a person. I stoped falling into the depths...
how is everyone?
Well it's been a while in between posts!! Life has taken over which is good and not so good at times. Busyness means less...
i'll be okay
Emotionally on-the-go 24/7. Even when I have 2 hours of free time, I'm wired up mentally & emotionally. Thoughts like "Ive...
quick update
Great things going for me (new job, better paycheck + benefits, vox's upcoming events, etc). But exhuasted. I miss having time to...
sunday
to-do: pure barre class @ noon (new gym! targets women's problem areas - love it). print documents for tomorrow's new...
2013 priorities
In 2012, I've progressed in ed recovery (less bingeing, starving, and the purging stopped). But boys were still #1 on my priority list....
hello 2013
2012 had its ups and downs, but i'm thankful i've had more ups than any year before (thx to recovery). i'm excited to see what 2013 has...
not so platonic
Christmas dinner was interesting yesterday. I went to my friend Jon's house. We ate takeout thai food & chilled watching movies....
a picture perfect christmas
This is the best Christmas I've had in YEARS. Spent it at a family's house -- they are like my 2nd family w/ adorable kids. We did the...
stop running from feelings
Embarrassed that this post is about J again, but I just want to recap on this morning. We were headed to the same city for work at the...
counseling assignment #1
I shared a persistent thought of mine: " I must look perfect 24/7 or people will be disappointed and disapproving. "...
persevere
Won & I going to downtown seattle to meet up with another girlfriend. I love girl time. We go back about 8 years, so we can just...
i'll be okay
Just needing to write/blog tonight. Need to sort thru my thoughts & feelings about J. Mainly, I feel extremely stupid &...
self-deceit
ED has still been lurking in the back of my mind. I've been deceiving myself in recovery. I thought I was doing well (occasional...