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push through
I havent seen Mike since the friday night blowout & I dont plan to see him again. And I havent binged since 6/14 & I...
2009, 23 June 2009 |
push through
I havent seen Mike since the friday night blowout & I dont plan to see him again. And I havent binged since 6/14 & I...
Thinking
Im tired... Im living like in an unreal space. Some years ago I was sure that the world was trying to destroy me. Now,...
loving it
I was obviously pissed off last night. I'm okay now. He's not worth any of my thoughts/emotions/anger, etc... he's history. he's dunzo....
guys
hahah was i crying/depressed over a GUY?? hahaha. funny. never again. he is a piece of ****, no joke. i hate him and i will never miss...
Completely Ridiculous.
When I take a step back and observe myself from the outside looking in, I can't help but chuckle to myself. Here...
i dont know
Today was extremely hard for me too. It's 11:40pm & I got back from Mike's place. It was pretty emotional. I met up w/ him cuz I...
hehe
Guess I dont need to worry about mike rejecting me. He apparently really loves hanging out w/ me & has just as much fun as I do. I...
The real Selma
I can finally go two days binge free without too much difficulty. It's every day after that kills me. I keep...
saturday
im a little worried that mike wont want to see me again. we have plans for saturday... but what if he doesnt show. okay list of reasons...
changing
i am changing, i am truly growing. for the first time in a long while, i feel like i am healing and headed down the path where my goals...
Just married
Sometimes I go bed thinking about hope, about magic, about happiness. Sometimes I bealive in redemptition. I didn't...
new guy
I met a guy at the bar yesterday, Mike. He's so cute & fun & sweet & everything. Some parts of it were iffy- he's in his...
Hello, It's me
It has been a little while since I have last blogged. Not much is new. I'm still stuck with the debilitating...
childrens art
blogging is not easy recovery is not easy and most of the time seems near impossible i hate to look at myself in the mirror for...
sorry
I'm sorry everyone, I've lost my way again. I wish my perspective & mood swings were more consistent... or at least not swinging...
awesome support
Wow. I'm learning that I have sooo many friends who really love me. I've got my community group at church. Then recently, I contacted...
taking the steps
it is taking constant effort on my part but i am doing well. trying to keep a peaceful inner state, one that does not let the delusions...
Just another day
Yesterday I was attacked by fear again. Although I didn't binge eat, my emotions still had the better of me and I...
intervention
Oh my gosh, I have the most amazing friends. I had a little "intervention" today, which I needed soooo desperately. I've...
another update
Good, bad, and not-so-bad news. Good: Didnt binge last night; started up my artwork & painting again; hanging out w/ michelle...
words to share
just wanted to share this from the book i am reading, the art of happiness. "you should never lose sight of the importance of...
Life, love, and liberation.
Last night I had the oddest feeling. Usually at night before I go to bed, I always have powerful urges to give in...
sink or swim
hmmmmmmmm... yeah. another day.
advice please:)
so tonight i am going to change course and blog about love, friendship and the possibilities. i received an email this morning from a...