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Eating Disorder Poetry

What it's like

up
        down
                    through
                                    into
everywhere I look to stop this

                there seems to be a hole.

Fight
            I break through and find me still here
living  laughing trying SO hard to win

to conquer myself.
                                    To change.
UP

I feel as if I am the winner
                finally beaten!  Defeated! gone!
smiling

DOWN

I feel as if I have lost
                    it has beaten me.  Defeated
me.  breaking.  crying

Rollercoaster of my life you will never take me
down.
            I will fight inside myself
I will rid me of you.

Mia