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Eating Disorder Poetry

Shaken Soul

Sitting there
         on my knees I give up my self. 
   Bit by bit I worship 
Your white presence, cold and soulless. 
             even if I don't come 
   there is a need, a burning desire, to rid myself 
                         of me.
          I'll make myself come. 
in a way I pray, 
   odd little noises escape from behind my hand 
          I begin to cry 
              But not to shake myself 
of why I'm here 
     there. 
my offering floats 
Once, Twice, Thrice 
I'm gone.
               my empty insides, 
        all to you, 
My offering to you. 
                 myself. 
  I'll be gone before 
                                  you know 
only to come again 
    and give you 
                               my bones 
          Once, twice thrice 
I'm gone 
           with a shaken soul 
left to suffocate 
  in the remains of my
                 bloody heartThis is to my friend who is Bulimic. I love her dearly 

By Caitlin Vogel